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(no subject) [Feb. 18th, 2005|06:12 pm]
[mood |workingworking]
[music |Handgun & Second Chances -SF]

Mal and I were talking about livejournal today after school and we both aren't using it because no one else is. I also decided that I am no longer in need of an online journal.. live or xanga. I also changed my screen name. Email me if you want it. jason_is_a_hoe@yahoo.com


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(no subject) [Feb. 8th, 2005|09:40 pm]
[mood |aggravatedaggravated]

How everything is just so short lived.

I hate a lot of things right now. I've tried to be a better person because of what people have said I have flawed, but I am coming to find I changed to suit them and not to be a better person.

I don't know what to say to anyone right now. Please leave me alone. Let go already, your grasp is ripping at my skin.
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(no subject) [Jan. 28th, 2005|06:31 pm]
[mood |contentcontent]
[music |kid dynamite something]

Weekend. The glory. I have two shows: one I play in, one I am going to see.
I am bored out of my mind. Someone let's do something really fun soon.

So Streetlight Manifesto @ Metro tomorrow @6.
I may see the tai kid there. Hope you're still goin alex!

Nothing to say.. seinfeld time.
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(no subject) [Jan. 18th, 2005|05:17 pm]
Let's start with talking about a certain boy who seems to be falling apart. With a life just the way he wants it that a few envy, why can't he be happy? Is it the lack of loving people? No, he has tons of friends that would do anything for him, just as he would them. Is it a family who lacks concern? Never, his family is the best and no one could ask for much more. Is it talent or beauty? He is content with his talent and if troubled he works like a dog to accomplish any goal and beauty is nothing but opinion. Is it a wonderful girl by his side? No, he has a girl who can do anything and makes him very happy. What is it; is it the future? No again, the plans seem to be falling together in a beautiful fashion.

It's a certain friend, whose heart he broke. It's a certain girl who cried for or over him and who made him feel the most horrible. The horror lays with her feelings and how sad he made her. She can't believe him when he says he's sorry, but he is. If she was around, he would have done anything to make her happy all the time since she seems that she lacks it sometimes.

The story has not ended, but it's meanful conclusion has already been said.
We ask for too much.
We ask for too little.
We ask for nothing.
We can't ask for honest forgiveness since it will never be completely meant.
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:exhaustion: [Jan. 16th, 2005|09:15 pm]
I'm so exhausted. I had two shows this weekend, fun yet so tiring.

I got a new cell phone, it's nice.

I'm sooooo tired...
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exhausted. [Jan. 13th, 2005|06:44 pm]
[mood |exhaustedexhausted]
[music |tuckuturn]

I found out we had monday off; martin luther king, jr. day. I need that so much. for the last week i have done exactly this every day:

woke up at 6.
gone to school.. slept in health ed.
come home.. eaten.
done homework for 30 minutes.
gone to practice until 10pm.
come home.. slept.
i was given the week off of work as they are doing some remodeling.. it doesnt hurt me at all. i'm tired.
i had a show on friday night. work on saturday morning at 7. show at 7:30 sat night. work on sunday for 9 hours. practice and recording.. uhhhh i will never sleep.
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Freedom: Day 1. [Jan. 12th, 2005|06:41 pm]
[mood |pleasedpleased]
[music |pause -kid dynamite]

I spent English writing up my schedule for the next semester of classes I am taking. And I got them all:

1. Music Theory
2. Pre-Cal B
3. AP English
4. Physics
5. Theather Composition
6. Computer Tech
7. !.free period.! <- I can go home early.

Music Theory I only have to do three hours of work with composed music and analysis studies of it and then I get to write my own pieces with selected styles for the rest of the year! Theather comp I just play music for scenes people are doing in drama or the musicals.. whoever said taking band & chour was the best was sorely mistaken.. music theory and theather comp are the greatest classes you can have.. you get so much time to yourself!

I'm feeling better physically and emotionally. Thanks Rach and Liz. =)
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you don't mean shit xxx [Jan. 11th, 2005|09:36 pm]
[mood |lethargiclethargic]
[music |turn those balled fists into clapping hands(am! takeoff)-jdr]

I was going to make my post about straight edge, but forget it. Just know my title is part of a song..

I am tired.
I am sore.
I am beaten.
I am Justin's angst.
I am Justin's excuse for a tuesday.

((i've seen fight club too many times))

Rules and to do list ((Ross Parent's Away Jan 2005 -mostly intended for Skyler)):
*grocery shopping for you and skyler
*call parents every 5pm to check up.
*make sure sky doesn't do anything bad.
*eat and feed.
*keep all parent's mail in their living room.
*no parties unless in the poolhouse and neighbors have been taken into consideration.
*no ditching school. no letting skyler and his friends ditch school.
*no calling off work for reasons of lazyness for skyler.
*no 30 people sleepovers on weeknights if their parents are not notified correctly.
*no dying hair SKY!
*no house remodeling Skyler!
*Justin, keep your brother in line. If you do anything bad, just don't tell us.. you're our hope. :) Love you both. ~Mom

..aww how sweet. Skyler, I don't talk to you so it is your job to read this and follow accordingly. I will be spending my nights at Jason's or practicing. Thank you.

LIZ! Call me Friday morning at 5! I need to get up!
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(no subject) [Jan. 10th, 2005|04:34 pm]
[mood |crankycranky]
[music |supposed to be there -mike park]

".. we rock because it's us against them, we've found our own reasons to sing.."
I for the first time slept through an entire class today. We had presentations on a book we read in English and I was so exhausted from last night I fell asleep 5 minutes into them. The girl's show was amazing. I got to meet amber who put it together for the first time and she is awesome. It started at 9 instead of 10 to get in 10 bands including: Buried Freedom ((Rach's band)), JDR, shotgun promise ((in no way related to my username)). It ended around 1:30 leaving me with the 20 minute drive to Case's apartment and 45 drive home then 4 hours of sleep. All well worth it though. I guess I have homework to do now before worrrkkk.

j. rossdizzle.
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(no subject) [Jan. 9th, 2005|11:23 am]
I had a rad time at Cam's show. It was fun to see all the old scene crew. Lane played sax for us and did amazingly for improv.. you rock Lane girl! My friend Justin Thomas came up to me and asked me out last night, that kid is great. If I was gay as many assume I am, I would totally go out with him. =) As for after the show, I enjoy sleeping over at Case's apartment with 30 people and finding myself falling asleep in the bathroom or closet. Liz, Jason and I all slept in Case's closet to get out of the way of everyone's snoring.. haha. Today is liz's show and i am excited other than having to be on set crew to get in free. Veg tabling by Mr. malcolm, praise seitan. time to sleep again. goooooooooooooood morning!

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